Today has been such a mix of emotions.

Happiness: It's my brothers birthday tomorrow but we had a party today so that was fun and my cousin had his little baby daughter with him and she is adorable.

Stress: I cleaned and made the food even tough they told me I would not have to do it alone, Tim tried to help but he's not good in the kitchen so he just kept me company.

Sadness: my grandmother was there too and to see her in the state she was broke my heart. How can someone go from such a happy cookie baking lady to such a sad, nervous and sick lady so fast.

Worry: my mothers back is getting worse and she can't work, what if she can't go back to work and it's so hard for me to get a job.

Anger: those lying bastards “we promise that after these weeks of education you all will be guaranteed work” you guys do not care about us nor the ones who actually work for you.